This week can be basically summed up in the following 2 words...

"Reports!!"

"Assignments!!"

Spent the whole afternoon in com lab yesterday typing out the transport lab report (the one which muz wear CWO vest one)...andden on Wednesday finished up the geotech assignment (largely with sunny's help)...and this morning piaing the bio assignments to meet the 12pm deadline...haven felt so stressed for a long time...and this period in the academic calendar is no doubt heading and building up towards the semly "Stress Period" for all s'pore uni students...with essays, term papers, reports, assignments, project presentations, tests all due in and within these 2 weeks...and on top of all that muz cope with revising for the exams...the life of a uni student these days...kang kaw really...the level of stress built up between now to reading week will be tremendous...but all in all year 3 liao...so somehow got the experience to deal with these type of academic nonsense...tinking back to those nightmarish year 1 days can still feel the "steam" literally...made to learn the hard way...welcome to NUS my dear freshies

apologies for starting my blog with such a depressing "life sux" kindda of tone...monotonous complaints and grievances about my sch life...but that's basically what is draining away and occupying the large parts of my life these days...dreading the months of april and november since maticulation'04...but wad to do...get myself stuck in this seemingly meaningless paper chase...this dreary study-work rat race...life's really got to be more than all these issn't it...but how many of us felt this way and actually dare to do something abt it...end up also back to square one rite...juz wish i have the courage to really be the non-conformist in life...be a risk taker and defy the convention...but something juz tells me i can't do that...an innate responsibilty i guess...juz can't get away with all these rubbish in life and remain in this vicious cycle...

was reading the article abt the soc fella kenna caught for credit card fraud...i seem to recognise him as my js primary sch classmate...confirm either classmate or schoolmate...some pple the face u juz can remem when u see and somemore the straits times put until so big...no mistake abt it...remem him as a very quiet and introvert boy...wah din know his IQ so high (160 to be exact)...den shud have partner him copy ting xie like that...poor chap see him like that...got bright future sending him to stanford for exchange somemore...wah lau stanford u know...how may pple can be sent there!!?! and now sentenced to jail for fraud...whole life juz wasted like that...that one mistake and that's it... can say adieu to everything


To-do List for this weekend

1. Study for PS test

really nutzz the lecturers...have to finish like 10/12 readings over this wkend for the damn 30% test on next thurs...den exam still test what?!

2.research on blackhole essay

need to get this started with genie asap...borrowed a book from science lib yesterday...and got some ideas to present...juz need to fill in the contents...

3. read thru and "try" to get started for geotech lab report

wah lao this is no doubt the biggest torn in my flesh...always somehow manage to get seniors' lab reports to "refer" the past few sems...but it seems totally new lecturer for this mod...so dun have seniors lab report...sianz like that...with senior ones already spend like almost one whole day...now dun have dunno wad to do man...

4. If "got" time...den study for exams

muz turn on the engine already no joke...this sem no doubt is one of my slackest ever...but u juz need one sem to make or break ur whole academic fortunes...all thanks to these stupid CAP system...i sure dun wanna this to be "break" time for me...

Tekka market Popiah...my proven and all time fav exam snack!!

downloaded IE7 from the microsoft website...luv the sleek new look...and the fonts certainly look much bigger and clearer...plus navigation is much faster...so wad ya waiting for peeps??

chanced upon this function of my sitemeter...and guess what...wah lau i didn't know i have so many international readers...got one unknown country somemore...hahaha...

the worst chao fan i ever ate for my dinner today...totally no ingredients...no smell...and no taste...bland like until can fight with plain water lah...i can do a 1000X betta job den this...pass me the wok ah chek!!

post blog sentiments: sick and enough of nagging abt my sch life and academic workload...exams are coming u know...den wad ya wan me to blog abt?? me snow skiing in the Alps or windsurfing at Gold Coast...drowning in my tons of assignments...lab reports...tests and exams...somebody pls pass me the rescue tube =p

“You will never be happy if you continue to search for what happiness consists of. You will never live if you are looking for the meaning of life.”

Was involved in the WAT Summer 2007 roadshow at orchard hotel for the whole of yesterday...it's been a very very very long time since i gotta work up so early in the morning...bobian the student helpers all gotta report at 7am...that means having to wake up at 6, bathe and rush to orchard mrt and from der still have to walk like 15min pass the thai embassy towards delphi...Heng still manage to reach like 10 minutes after 7...by then most of the helpers have gathered...

was briefed on our duties for the day...lucky kenna easy job...juz need to stand at the ballroom entrance and usher students into the ballroom for the presentation and make sure they all move towards the front...den while they having interviews with the employers...man the queue number stations which will be pretty slack by den since most of the students would have arrived...

not even 8am and can see a few ks students coming in liao...and by 9am the whole ballroom foyer was already packed to the brim...waah this program is really getting more and more popular...so many students going for WAT next year...overall heard like got 700 over in all...seeing the many enthusiastic and excited faces reminds me of myself last year...full of anticipation for the program and totally excited about the prospects of living so far away from home and for so long for the very 1st time...absolutely eager to experience what the so called American dream is really like...turns out to be one experience more than i can ask for really...seeing these pple signing up really gave me an urge to go again...haha too bad got internship next summer...if not...heehee...another WAT? why not really?

went thru the morning session rather smoothly and times seems to pass by quicker den i thought...encountered a few demanding students here and der...and met some familiar faces going for WAT nxt year...wah muz also say some of these students really never fail to amuse me...came here literally deck out in their corporate best...long sleeved shirts with ties somemore...hahaha...come'on lah...wad kind of work u interviewing for?? CEO of Pepsi or CFO of MacDonald's...pls lah it's all sai kang lah...helping the ang mohs to pick up trash and litter, press a few buttons to entertain them, or pushing them down the slides in silly looking floats...need to wear until so formal anot?? wahaha...at least there is something to joke and laugh abt with fellow helpers...so time can pass faster...

Spotted Denise and John who came down for Morey's...came over before the afternoon session started to say Hello to me...andden of all things i expect them to say...of all the stuff i could possibly hear them tell me...this is defitnitely not the one i would like to hear from them...THE BOMBSHELL of the Day:

"Hi Leon...I happen to chance upon your Blog...and it is quite interesting..."

*Gurrrrrrrrrrrrrph*

i swear i swallowed my saliva when i heard that coming from Denise's mouth...

"Yes I understand there are good times and bad times...and I read of how you wrote that I could be sitting in my office but instead I came down and train you guys...and made u guys do compact jumps until i am satisfied...you even called me ur corporate american idol...haha..."

i wish i could dig a hole right in the ballroom and bury my head inside...oh my gawd!!! Denise reads my blog...oh man how embarassing it was for me really when she told me that...wah lau eh...she muz have read abt the accident when i used some rather "provocative" words...lucky she mention the one i described her as my american idol...wah kaoz...super paiseh...now i finally realise how dangerous blogging is...esp when ur boss reads ur blog!! haha...but no hard feelings really (i hope =p)...she even encourage me to keep my blog going when we bade our farewells at the end of the day...lucky i station outside...really help to reduce the awkwardness abit...but really shocked man...wad is the chance of finding my blog online and my boss has to see it...haha

my american bosses together with ex moreys-lifeguards cum student helpers...L-R eric, alwyn, John, Denise, JK & me (i hate standing beside 1.8ms when taking photos....arrrrgh)

yearbook for all the lifeguards...so nice of them to bring all the way down from US...took one for ken & naf also

"fought" with JK for this album coz Denise and John giving to us for souvenirs aft they use finish for presentation...in the end i won the draw...hahaha

for this photo!! still remem it was some pizza party and quiz games...and this was my group!!

after buanging one whole day...it's back to studies...severely lagging behind in work...assignments, reviews, essays and the every sem irritates-me-like-hell lab reports...and a series of tests lining up...and exams coming also!! wah lau the mere thought of all these really makes me super nua...juz wanna slack now lah after "working" one whole day yesday...how i wish every sem got one WAT to look forward to...maybe that's why...nothing to look forward to for the holidays except can picture myself toiling in sweat and blood under the hot sun in Sembawang shipyard...sighz...i should be suntanning with a book at malibu beach lah...haiyah...no wonder no motivation this sem...haha...lucky tues holiday...so still got one day to compensate for yesday...and super long weekend since mondays are off days!! hurray!!

wah lau eh...can someone tell benitez to stop tinkering the squad anot...change here and there until i can't even recognise it's my beloved REDS on the field lah...knn ManU too strong...really deserve the defeat...feels esp sad after losing to ManU everytime i dunno why...all started with Cantona lah...score the bleddy goal in the 1996 FA Cup Final and made me cry somemore...from den on every defeat to the bleddy devils feels like a dagger piercing thru my heart...painful really...

another heart wrenching defeat to the eternal rivals

Wishing all my Hindu friens a happy belated deepavali and my Muslim friens an early Selamat Hari Raya!!!

Happy Birthday to...

Meeeeeeeeeeeeehhhhh

Yes Yes Yes (trying hard to sound excited =p)...I was born on this very exact day 23 years ago...on a starry starry nite...underneath the gynae's watchful sight...pulling myself out with all my might...there i was suddenly thrown into this world of big bright lights...yes that fateful day that marked the start of my life's journey...23 years ago...

according to mummy i was really one hard nut to come out...by right my birthday should be yesterday instead...but somehow dunno wad maybe simply contented with life in a womb or juz simply too afraid to step into this world fraught with nothing but sorrows, pains, dangers and traps (wad a pessimistic world i have painted even before i am born =p) ...in the end the doc needed to operate a cesarean to snuggle me out...haha...everytime juz hear her say i very hard to "seng" since young...so when i naughty or what she will always use back this on me to ask me to "kuai ah...mummy heng nan sheng ni...ni yao kuai hor...ting mummy de hua"...lol

wah lau 23 liao...ok i know this sounds very cliched...but i really can't help it but feel seriously old and i do mean it this time...i dun understand why such a big gap exists when i say i 22 and now i say i 23?? it really makes one hell of a diff between 2 and 3...i can't remem who once told me that a guy reaches his peak at the age of 23...if that's really the case...dun tell me this is the furthest i can go liao...haha...but i really beg to differ...a guy appreciates juz like wine (no offence to ladies out der)...the older the indeed better...financial capability increase...responsiblity higher...maturity also one notch upper...at the same time not forgetting stress levels aka blood pressure aka cholesterol (no wonder men die earlier) also bound to shoot up...i don't know why...but i tink it is juz all part of the package turning the BIG 23...i do feel more wisen up in my thinking...like everything i used to do now will like think twice lah...be it the things i say or the things i do...i will tink ahead...i muz stress it's not an overnite thingy...not suddenly i become like that when the clock strikes at 12 midnite...i guess it has been like these since i came back from US...haha...but judging from the style of my blog...it seems to contradict yah...still the same "everything can talk...no OB markers (not in my blogosphere at least)" style i am writing...lol

ok enough of my birthday thoughts and reflections...time to share on how i celebrate my big 23rd...basically half the day already taken up by school...too bad my birthday had to fall on a wednesday...sad lah!! wednesdays are my long days u know....betta check next year's calendar and plan my timetable to be a free day....or NUS can give all bday guys and gals an OFF day lah...plus some vouchers like $10 techno edge or Coop discount card...haha...some welfare mah...

nevertheless after school went off to Holland V with ken and genie...both my bros treated me to crystal jade...yeah!! so nice of them...went back home eat somemore...as usual mummy will whip up a feast for any of our bday or either that we will go out to eat...i suggest we stay home this time rd since ying's As are round the corner and besides it's a weekday...eat until damn full lah...basically my whole bday is plainly juz about eat and eat and eat...chicken chop for brunch...crystal jade for dinch...steamed crab, chicken wings, fried bee hoon, sotong ball, fried oysters for dinner...in the end still have to find space for my bday cake...at the end of the day saying i am full is really an understatement...wheeewwww...*belch*

ken showing off his fav toothpick trick at crystal jade

genie and me at holland V crystal jade (shaky shaky hands =p...nonono not ken took the pic...haha)

my fav crystal jade la mian...stewed beef!!

and of coz the muz have gastronomical xiao long bao!!!

birthday captures this year...$20 Times voucher from hong & ZX...novel & vodka mini from ying...and ang pow from Pa and mummy...hee

another bottle to add to my grand collection of 2 mini bottles!! jia you!!

oh yes received an offer from sembcorp yesterday...called me while on my way to sch...they offering me an internship this december...ok sounds good since december really too short to get a decent stint...somemore if perform well the big hols in june can still go back since that one is the compulsory one and need to write report one...but den hor...they only giving me 500bucks!! wah lao...like a bit little rite considering the market offering like standard 600 at least to uni students...but i also dun wanna give impression like i hard up for the $$ since they still considering my scholarship application...so i tink try to negotiate lah if really cannot tink i will still take it up since minus away all the public hols...only like an effective 3 weeks...

got back my physics test too...not exactly the kind of bday present i wish for...when results like not here not there also sian...i would say it is not fantastic neither is it very bad...average in short...muz work harder for the essays and the next test liao...

received mail from morey's when i came back...tot so nice send me bday card...wah kaoz it's the irritaing bills from christiana care again...i tink that's it...gonna settle it for once and for all...gonna mail CIEE and do something abt it...i dun wanna go back US get arrested at the airport for some hospital bills i have not paid like 10 years ago when i go back next time...that will be i am 33 rite...wad???!!?? i am 23 already!!! u gotta be joking man...hahaha

footnote: another bday has come and passed...the hospital bills juz gave me a timely reminder that i should be thankful i made it to my 23....celebrating in the warmth of my home....basking in the love of my family...Happy Birthday Leon...

Looking back this week with a smile (or a wince=p)......

Monday

Hooray clear skies again for now lah i tink! these days mondays are my fav days of the week...of coz thanks in large part to it being an OFFICIAL OFF day from school...must stress on the official off part...never skip lecture and tutorial...so it's really great to have mondays off and a delayed start to the week...haha...no wonder this sem really whizz by...the Monday OFF effect...

And of coz my fav reality show of all time...Amazing Race Season 10 is shown on Mondays!! my 9pm - 10pm slot is a strict no-touch, Do-Not Disturb valuable time slot...specially reserved for amazing race...esp with so many new twists and turns and never before i have seen so many misfits pairings in one season...a pair of super "fu qi xiang" oddball looking gays (whom both totally defeat the common notion of gays are yandaos) who go by the names Tom & Terry...hahaha kan help it but laugh my head off everytime hear this couple's names...the 1st muslims in the race's history...a woman who has an artificial prothestic leg...a father and his lesbian daughter...a "super childish plz grow up" all Korean brothers...but still with so many oddballs ard...it juz adds to the spice of the race...simply love every minute of it...no wonder ON the volume so loud until Ying wanna OFF the volume each time i ON louder...she decrease i increase...until i dulan told her sternly to stop irritating me for good...and she also dulan back...end up we both havin a good laugh about it aft the show ends...haha damn comical sometimes when siblings squabble...for the most stupid reason really...

Tuesday

listened to my fav mambo tracks on the way to sch..."Heaven is a place on earth" "Love in the 1st degree" "Summer Rain"...lalalala...simply miss those mambo days with ken and gab suddenly...haiz

was made to wear a stupid looking vest aka those "throw litter kenna caught" CWO kind and had to endure the morning peak hour and stand of all places at the busiest junction in NUS during primetime morning...wah laoz really paiseh...no choice gotta count the traffic flow for the lab...heng got assigned to the small road so never see any pple...if not malu siah...my friens will surely tink i throw litter get caught lah...

Wednesday

wednesdays...long and dreary days...transport lect and geotech and throw in a "all the time dunno wad the lecturer tokking abt" physics lecture in between...a lethal and draining mixture is wad u get...silently utter a sigh of relief when the lecturer said "that's all for today" aft geotech lect...reached home had a solid 2 hour nap...that's how draining my wednesdays are...


Thursday

simply love sitting xiaohong early in the morning with the windows wind down and the smoothing music from the radio...that swedish clown YJ always wanna dominate the passenger seat all the time and me and ken gotta settle with being the backseat boys always...haha...at long last settle our ps discussions with the group finally aft countless emails and sms...we finally met up...got a presentation nxt tues...but everything will flow...the power of wikipedia!!

IPPT in the aftnoon...decided to take wif ken today instead of havin to wake up super early on Sat...took at maju for the 1st time (khatib last year)...and the results are more or less the same...haha expected lah i not going to give myself any excuse...simply too lazy to train...really got a wakeup call when the lao jiao PTI say those uni pple betta maintain their fitness coz it will be damn hard to catch up again...as though directing at me...here is my pathetic results and my post IPPT post mortem...

Sit-ups 42
(what i did in one min is more than wad i did for one whole year...haha...anyway sit ups always my fav...improvement frm last yr 34...but gonna feel the after effects the next few days...pls dun make me laugh for the nxt few days!!)

Broad Jump 207
(always my weakest station...my highest is still 225 in JC when i desperately trying to get the 2 months deduction...pathetic i know...but i am not a frog u know)

Chin ups 5
(speaking abt this really make my blood boil...i never ever had any problems with chin ups...even if i never train at all...maybe that's why complacent but the knn small punk PTI really damn kuai lan...knn no count me for 3-4 times...i juz need one more to pass lah nb...)

shuttle run 10.6
(by the time reach this already chui liao...admit never give my best but already fail liao so no point wasting my energy)

2.4km 0.00
(not that i clear it in 0 seconds...but the PTI say fail 2 stations can dun take liao...got haze also lah...haha excuse...tink pass all my static still will fail my 2.4 lah anyway...at least i ran 3 rounds last year...nothing to be proud of i know...haha)

ken got his gold this time rd...super suay lah him one less second last week he would have got gold liao...lol...a $200 worth of second...this time got me and his bro (his real elder bro) to cheer him...yah heng run into his bro at maju...got a lift from him aft that and it was raining like mad...

cockup at nite still went for a slow jog...need to run never run...dun need to run go and run...really cockup...but nevertheless i very much prefer my slow jogs at good old farrer...taking in the deepavali lightings...and smelling the lingering apollo fish head curry aroma...ahhhh...dun talk to me abt 2.4...

Friday

had a good solid meal of char kway teow at clementi hawker center to end off the week with a bang...the cockles are damn big and fresh...ahhhh

caught an episode of Princess Hours in the evening...yes i muz say i am not a fan of jap or korean dramas...in fact i cannot even remem the last such drama i watched...i tink is Tong zai wu yan xia (loosely translated as under one roof...nono not the tan ah teck one...haha)...the one starring Noriko sakai (the object of many teens fantasy during my era) and nanako something kan remem...and i can remem GTO and beachboys and glimpses of winter sonata...

but this show really caught me...the fantasy plot of princes and princess and castles...along the lines of my sassy girl that kind...and most importantly with so many HOT kimchis...wah lau i am gonna make this my first official korean drama lah...woowhee...

Saturday

roadshow briefing at swensens PS...manage to catch up wif some ex moreys pple...free pizza and fries and Earthquakes...not too long juz brief on some details for next week...chop abt 2 hours can go liao...

deepavali round the corner...celebration of some sort at Little India...caught the fireworks display with my hp cam...

wah laoz wake up liverpool!! we should be thrashing teams like Blackburn and not thanking our lucky stars that we manage to draw...arrrghhh

Sunday

a slow and easy end to a somewhat hectic week...finish the physics essay finally...compile and submitted...at least one load off my chest...

time to indulge and devour mummy's chilli crabs...the perfect end to yet another week...

It's freaky shiokalicious friday!!! everyone sure loves a friday i am sure...

attended a career talk earlier in the aftnoon...my 1st talk of such a nature...call me ks or wad...still got like 1 1/2 years already go attend career talks...but i tink it is betta to start going to these type of recruitment talks...really no harm...can learn wad the industry is like...and at the same time can find out who are the fellow ks pple...haha...anyway the mail was sent out to all year 3 and 4 students...so i suppose can go lah...

the talk today was by sembcorp marine...2 of the general managers came down and talk to us...essentially more based towards students specialising in offshore...and they offering scholarships specially to CE students specialising in offshore...they giving 10k for year 4 pple and 20k for the year 3s...and 1 year and 2 year bonds respectively...indicated my interest while chatting with the HR clerk...i mean why not?? it's Good $$ rite...and signing away juz 2 years of ur life in xchange for a lump sum of 20k...somemore for offshore pple there are only these BIG 2 u can work for nxt time when u graduate...keppel and sembcorp...so it is really a fantastic opportunity to come along...

also had a chat with prof choo the prof in charge of the offshore prog yesterday...finally...this talk was delayed as i was away in the US over large part of the summer and both JK and me missed the briefing as we were already doing our 10/20s at raging waters...asked some questions regarding our internship next year...and for most part of it hear him give his invaluable comments about the prospects in the industry...i muz certainly agree with him on one point he said that every industry has its ups and downs...the oil and gas exploration industry may be doing very well at the moment with oil prices rocketing to unseen before prices...but the next minute a new and more environmental and cheaper energy alternative is discovered...den it will be a diff story altogether...but he assures us it would not happen so soon...and certainly not within the next 20 years or so...wah kaoz like that mid career crisis for me leh if really happen...haha

but he also went on to add that to stay in the "game"...u muz be really top of ur profession...same things applies for the lawyers and doctors issn't it...the small time "ikan billis" lawyers are not the ones earning the bucks...only the big time "killer whales" lawyers den are...likewise only the specialist surgeons are the ones making $$...not those at the tail end GPs struggling to make ends meet with so many private clinics ard...so moral of story..."be the best in ur profession to survive the cutthroat competition!"...damn motivated aft the chat...feels like there's till hope out there...haha

was walking along orchard yesterday aft cutting hair at pointers...has been faithfully cutting my hair der since clem brought me during my army days...went to buy famous amos for ying at wisma...need to buy that den go back and "hong" her for making her angry on tues...petty pig really my sis (oops gotta go buy again if she reads this...haha)...wah damn inconvenient aft they close the wisma tunnel...need to go up cut thru Topman den can reach the MRT...shunbian walk ard the mooncake roadshow at Taka Square...walk ard trying out the samples with my auntie anne's lime juice in hand...walk a few rounds...try here try der until i tink raise some suspicions and stares by the vendors...muz be tinking this young punk so gian ben...walk ard take sample...wah kaoz sample is for pple to try wad right anot...

my new haircut at pointers on thurs!! nice anot?? (forgive me for being such a narcissistic jackass =p)

received my jobscope for next next Sat's WAT roadshow...juz need to usher students at the ballroom entrance and man the queue number station...simply put Doorman...but wah kaoz muz report at 7am in the morning at orchard hotel!! wah lau...need to wake up so early...money damn hard to earn these days...

accompanied ken aft sch today to PS Barang Barang to get his anni gift for his gal

lovelorn ken busy wrapping his gift away...notice his heart-shaped pupils in those hard-concentrating eyes...hahaha

oh yah forgot to mention alwyn juz told me on Wed that he had the exact same exp at UWC almost one sem back...the farnie thing is he had the same exact symptoms as me...those wanna puke dun wanna puke type of feeling...and from what he described...it seems like the same doc!! wah kaoz wonder whether he special request for guys with these type of symptoms...lol

P.S: wad a hazy mid autuum festival...the haze is obscuring my clear view of the moon lah wah kaoz...how to see Chang e like that??? arrrghhh

Torturous...

Excruciating...Agonizing...

Piercing...Tormenting...Grueling...

All words without one doubt at all to describe what a downright TERRIBLE Sickeningly SICK Sunday I had...wah really knn...never felt so sick and nua for a damn bleddy long time...not since 2 years ago when i really beh tahan and checked myself in to Tan Tock Seng A&E aft my BMT recourse...that terrible night when i could not even sleep one wink...with a churning fever, freakin sore throat and "my brain going to crack anytime" type of headache...end up my fever failed to subside even aft few days...and Doc even suspect got dengue...but lucky turns out not to be...

this pathetic sunday was not any much better...morning was still alright...but after finishing my breakfast of bachow mee...wah kaoz whole afternoon juz feel like puking...and had diarrhoea somemore...whole body juz feel nua and super lerthargic...was supposed to meet genie somemore to discuss our geotech assignment and den go for gospel service that nite...but i was juz too terribly sick...whole head feel seh...go to toilet...take plastic bag wanna puke countless times but nothing juz came out...no appetite also did'nt eat lunch and dinner and stomach still feel unusually bloated...the symptoms carried thru the nite...and i was even running a fever...Pa and Mummy say cannot be the bachow mee since hong eat already still ok...and their fav concerted diagnosis everytime i am sick..."Boy very heaty lah"...wah kaoz really feel damn jialat...flip in my bed at least a zillion times...changed my posture...but still cannot sleep...keep on wanting to puke...really very kang kor...worse geotech assignment haven touch yet and was due the following day...

manage to sleep in the end somehow and felt much better aft waking up...rushed thru my geotech assignment and told hong to help me hand up...felt better so somehow didn't wanna waste time go see Doc...but symptoms were still der...have a "puking" feeling aft every meal...even though i was eating very lightly like porridge stuff and all that...and the nb haze also never help much...even shot up to 73 yesterday...highest rating in years my goodness...and the weather station say will continue to persist until the winds changed directions in mid Oct...wah lau eh...by the time thousands of pollutants and toxins enter my body liao lah...really not good start to the month of October...falling sick and i still dunno why...tmd

the PSI shot up to 73 yesterday...highest in years...and still climbing

no photoshop or whatever...the air is that bad...and it's making me sick!! got link anot ah...diarrhoea and air quality...

Mount Sophia in the background...can't even see the red flag on Istana now lah

finally cannot take it...after PS tut which kenna arrow by the tutor for no rhyme or reason (dunno why she ask back row to speak up oni look at genie and me)...told genie to drop me off near UWC to go see doc...decided to skip the useless transport lect...i muz stress i am really not a habitual lecture skipper...in fact i hate to skip lectures no matter how unimportant they can be...somehow my day juz dun feel complete if i go home and i skip lectures...haha trying to sound kuai here...

wah surprisingly quite crowded at UWC...seems like everyone is falling sick with the haze...waited quite a while b4 being called...Doc say prob indigestion or a possible case of food poisoning...wah panic when i heard that...gave me some medicine for gastric, nausea and diarrhoea...

sick, Sick, Sick!!!

not bad see doc in sch everything free one...reminds me of the same reason why i always love to chao keng in the medical centre during my army days...haha

speaking of my doc...i seriously dun wanna say this lah...but wah kaoz the whole session was damn uncomfortable and i muz say i really not exaggerating wad i gonna say next...firstly i went in already ask me to pull my chair to sit closer to him when the distance was already like quite close lah...i didn't suspect anything at first...den he examine me ask me to take off my whole t-shirt...ok nothing much also but normally see doc also never take off whole shirt wad...den next he ask me to lie on the couch...and ask me to unbutton and unzip my berms...wah kaoz my berms are already hanging fully at my hips liao...can even see my underwear lah still ask me to unzip fully...and he press here and der i really feel very kao wei loh...with the door knob locked somemore...it was really one awkwardly long session for me...and he speaks with this very much effeminate voice...and looking at me with those compassionate eyes that really make me feel very uncomfortable...i took a quick glance at his desk photos and realise all with male friens one!! wah kaoz...i juz can't wait to get out of the room lah...i no need the medicine i already wanna puke liao...haha

ok lah maybe i oversensitive also...or maybe it is juz some standard medical SOP...anyway he also never touch any sensitive areas...but personally really the doc was too close for comfort i would say...very kao wei...my hair still stand a little as i am writing this loh...haha...still ask me to go back for follow up on fri somemore dunno for wad also...lol...

ok betta go and study for physics test now...30% is really too much not to study liao...wish me luck!!

IMPORTANT PLEA by a Nausea Patient...

Someone Pls kindly send Captain Planet to Indonesia!! "EARTH!" "FIRE!" "WIND!" "WATER!" "HEART!"...Captain Planet he's the hero...lalalalalalelalala (forgot the lyrics liao)...haha...

Captain!! Extinguish those irritating forest fires in Sumatra...Quick!!

PSI: Please Stop Indonesia (illegal tree burners)!!